To Debra, thank you for being the first cast member to talk to me . It made me feel so special and so happy.. I will miss Denise's humor and kindness and heart.
To Janet, thank you for my birthday wishes and my video. I was feeling like hell that day and I was in shock. I didnt know what I did to deserve such kindness . You made me cry. I will miss Evies, heart and soul and the many times she made me lol, I will miss her love for Stan and Denise and how she took no bs from Stan and made him a better person.
To Valarie, thank you for being the Scully we needed and doing it so well. You have been so kind to me thank you. You are so amazing and funny. I hope one day Ill get to meet you. I love Xfiles and you did it amazing justice .
To Emmett, than you for being so sexy and sweet to me... for your birthday and holiday wishes. Im going to miss Gerard for well his chest and heart. I really wanted to see more of why he did what he did , I wanted to see his story. You are so kind. I wont forget you .
To John, Ill miss Stans love for his wife and daughter, his cranky moods and witty comebacks. You are the reason I started watching and fell in love with this show. Im so heartbroken to see you go.
To Dana, this show was amazing . I dont know who decided for it to end but it has made me very sad. This is one of the best written shows Ive seen in so long. I know it may be annoying but I wont give up . I cant I need an ending. A happy ending please.
To all of you . I have fibro. Im sure you have seen me say this before. I am in pain every min of every day. Anxiety and depression go along with that. Some days are harder than others. I need shows like Stan. I need shows that distract me from that pain because honestly there are days I dont know how Im going to keep going, how to fight, how to not give up because the pain is so much , because all I can really do is lay in bed in pain. Stan Against Evil has helped me though some of those really bad days, with its humor and heart and so much more. Ive never met such an amazing crew either. Stan helps me deal with that pain. I have others but none like this. None where I went right back after I finished the first season and re started the same night. Silly but happy endings help me too. so please maybe I can make a deal with a voodoo priest and get 1 more season. Thank you all so much. I will miss you greatly.
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